ahh i meant to keep this post for a longer time to add in more but that would make it the 5th draft i have saved and i
John mayer once sang : Say what you need to say( and repeated it a whole 40 times throughout his song)And so i thought it would be ideal to do what he told me to - to say what i needed to say
Such a horrible opening..
HAH!The very sign i am out of words for this post even at the very beginning!)
There are so many people i should write about, so many people i need to thank, so many people who thought me the little things - the many diff patients who thought me things in the hospital, the random people you meet in your daily life and even those few who have stood by me, shared the experience, and then left to other places. I see the images and the memories but putting them all in here would be impossible!
So I decided to do this instead - Say what i needed to say to those people that are special and rare/ that i frequently speak to/ and that for beyond reason i need to say this to :D
#S.TURNIP
The most annoying, straightforward, outstanding, person i have ever met. From being such a childish person to a grown up lady who does not take any bullshit from anyone - I am learning so much from you :) You made me learn that we are our biggest critics and that i should accept myself for what i am.
Yet, you are the person i am most childish and serious with at the same time.
You are about to graduate and you made it against all odds while not depending on anyone! ( whatever happened to the 'dunge dunge dunge' lady?) Although at times your straightforwardness may put you in tight situations - remember at times its always easier to ignore than to speak up!
You are responsible, independent and if there is but anyone else i swear - you inspire me kawan! You are a great person, and I am truly blessed to have you walk in my path :)
You are going to make it BIG. Just wait and watch!!
#TWEETY
It may surprise you a little to see your name up here ( well technically not your name) but you are one of those few people that i will not forget for a LONG TIME! From understanding my 'love' with maths and allowing me to copy your maths homework back in school to being the kindest person that you are (not forgetting the sarcasm with SexyMamaTan)
I hope you find someone that shares your honesty and love for food - and at the same time graduate without all those hurdles! Go ace those papers and i wanna see you graduate like a boss ;)
#3 HITAM KUNING
Ahh where shall i begin. You are the slowest person when it comes to sarcasm yet your thinking is so much more mature than the others of our age! How do you manage to fool people out there i have no idea.
I admire your belief,
your strong faith, your ability to calculate birthdays so quickly, and
your willpower to wait for the right thing even if it means waiting for a
LONG TIME! I am amused at your taste for old ancient songs (the kind they play at funerals) but you still don't bother of what's "in" and do just what you want.
You panic at the smallest thing yet when it comes to all the major stressful situations, you're the person i go to- and i love you for it!!
You panic at the smallest thing yet when it comes to all the major stressful situations, you're the person i go to- and i love you for it!!
Such a rare person that
upholds the importance of family. You just have to learn to be street
smart cause its going to be tough surviving out there.
You're my ah ma ma after all ;)
#JOHHNY BRAVO
Well lets see. I have known you for the shortest period compared to all other names up here! But i guess you deserve a spot ( just like the feminine color your name has..ahem*) You are one of those unexpected people whose conversations i never thought i would enjoy. (They are the most random and funny conversations - the very thing i need to keep me sane after a shitty day!) So, thank you!
You're smart, witty, so full of yourself, and brags about how awesome you are at all times - yet i dont find myself wanting to kill you. Or it should be not wanting to kill you -yet. If they make a cartoon series of you it would be just like this :
You're confident,,, yet scared? at the same time - but you're great at masking things and your thoughts- which is intriguing. You put up a playful- ignorant- cool front, yet you are a sensible matured child who is sensitive and and knows what he wants.
You're a nice kid ( not as GREAT as i am of course) or at least the distance has made me to believe that - Let others around you know more about yourself and they will come to know how amazing you are!
I sincerely hope
Seriously.
P.s. Go ahead and gloat about this now.
#PAPOI
We met in the most miserable way! haha from an awkward weird breakfast conversation about religious symbols with a stranger to being what we are now.
You sing along to life even when it is not your favorite song. Its tough having to deal with cancer, an ass and studies all at the same time. But you're doing it just right. I understand your fear and your worries but all these things will end soon. You just need to have faith* (and maybe learn to accept others for what they are and what they believe in! :D) Maybe you will have more people to learn from that way
# MOUSEHUNTER
You put up a confident front but i guess those who know you will know better. From having to worry of not finding the right one to being able to bounce back every time things ended up horribly.
You're so easy going in all stressful situations and take everything so lightly. YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT PERSON WHEN IT COMES TO TRAVELING! What would i ever do without you? ( more of where would i end up lost without you??)
You're great listener (and a great workout motivator). wait for what you want and dont settle for anything less!
#ICANTTHINKOFWHATTOADDHERE
YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT PERSON.
The end.
haha i wish it was that easy! From being there from the first day (and still being there for me throughout!)
I saw you change from being a nutwreck- freaking out at the slightest remark and exam to a complete responsible person. You are so pampered and loved (which i envy- especially the extra attention and food part!) but you deserve it. You have faced so many things after all :) You proved that people like us can finish this whole thing although we're facing against the odds from the very beginning. I think they can make a soap opera telling people of what your story was like! Do what you want to do in life or else you're eventually going to be forced to spend time in a life that you dont want. Be the happy person that you are. Hoping to see you real soon!!!
STOP PROCRASTINATING INDEH!!!
Owh well...
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